stole this from 7aki, so thought to fill it up…
I am: Always trying to learn a new thing.
I think: Its about time to get off my ass after being lethargic for more than two years.
I know: that i am doing better now than 6 months ago.
I have: been away from this blog and the internet for a long time
I wish: That I can figure out how things are going to be 2 years from now. Since by then a lot should have changed by then.
I hate: how I had been lied to, spied on, manipulated, and generally not being myself.
I miss: my partner of 4 years it will never be the same at work without him
I fear: Disclosure and the mayhem it might bring, oh and going back to Yemen.
I hear: that you can shoot someone 4 times and get off with close to nothing if your last name is birdy (asfour), but i guess the same can’t be said about being a pedo those birdies get caught on camera and go to jail. so birdies shoot away.
I smell: little to nothing, pretty much lost it at a young age.
I crave: A cordon bleu.
I search: to grasp an rope’s end.
I wonder: what others that are close to me are thinking, especially the ones that i can’t ask directly.
I regret: what ? me ? nah !
I love: the fact that I wore a skirt this morning, soooo comfy (me3waz, wizra whatever you wanna call it …. this thing in case you people start thinking I’m more of a pervert than i already am…)
I ache: sometimes when I think too much and end up not sleeping at night.
I am not: a lot of things that people think I am, and I’m a lot of things they never think I could be. All without being a liar or a hypocrite, and just by capitalizing on peoples ability to be in denial
I believe: that I need to be less of an asshole to people, regardless of the fact that i think they totally deserve whats coming to them … that’s why i never am nicer 
I dance: atleast once a week, to get the jitterbugs out of my system
I sing: at the top of my lungs while I’m driving (and dancing too)
I cry: rarely now, i think i dried my ducts as a kid (Big boys do cry!)
I fight: with myself quite a lot …
I win: at losing ? does that qualify ?
I lose: when I feel that it would make others happy while I could careless about it, that’s quite often. competitive sports aint my thing
I almost never: fully comprehend anything, there is always more to learn about it.
I always: try to keep the people i care about close to me, closer than most and it sometimes spreads me thin
I confuse: others by my unwillingness to fit in one of two polar camps
I listen: to others and genuinely enjoy.
I can usually be found: at my home(s) …. or online …
I am scared: of being in my thirties and its totally unrelated to my age.
I need: To be complimented every once in a while (even though i act contrary to that and might bitch at you for doing it)
I am happy about: A lot
I imagine: my area if specialization will be drasticly different than what i studied years ago.
I like too
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Yemen? YIKES.
Nice new diggs!!!
< ![CDATA[Yemenia<---------still in the observing and analyzing process.................hehehe
Although I must admit, the more I get to know about you, the more complex you appear to be.
So what's this about Yemen(everything about my country excites me), mi3waz, wizra......yada, yada, yada ????]]>
hehe i might have to go back there for some work, and i seriously love the wizra its my comfy stay at home clothes and i find the country to be fascinating although it does weigh in heavily on me since i totally can’t comprehend why it is the way it is
< ![CDATA[What exactly is it that you do? (trying to get more info)
Be honest, dont you feel like you went back in time when you are in Yemen. Especially when you see the villages, it's like you are back in the 16 century.
I love the scenary though, absolutely breathtaking.]]>
< ![CDATA[i'm in IT , a network coordinator or simply the computer guy ...
actually there is a joke that i thought was incredibly fitting
"adam came back to earth and was walking and they were showing him places, and each time they would show him a place he would be amazed by how much it changed and how different it looks until he got to a spot and he said " I know this one, it's yemen right ? " "
I was traumatized at how slow the pace of development is in that country]]>
< ![CDATA[LOL.........I can imagine. :O
All the thanks goes to the late Imam "Ahmed or Yehya", I cant remember which one, if not both. They say that he rejected anything that had to do with modernization.]]>